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[Aug. 20th, 2008|01:44 pm]

glitterandbuzz

Monday was sentosa day :DD YAY YAY. finally after so so long. beach and alot of tram haha. and then watched the mummy :D definitely as good as what people said it was. and then there was dinner at vivo. 
too much details that cant be shared, secret secret love love. 

Tuesday was office office and today too. tmr is my second last day and friday is my last day at work! :DD 
after that its 2 weeks till im back in the Uk. and school starts all over again. the frustratons, the loneliness, and the taking comfort in webcalls from dyan lai and like 7am in the morning! :DD 

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tireless. [Aug. 20th, 2008|11:27 am]

seraphsdesire
[Current Mood |awake]

Floorball, touch rugby and vball all in one morning! Damn fun (:

I can sense myself losing focus of school, and it's only week two. But everything else is just so much fun and gahhhh okay remember mandi, you're in NUS to study.

1.5 weeks to Sequences.

Tutorials in two weeks.

Ongoing IBG with rehearsals in the way. Major argh.

My room's a mess!
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sleep safe when the sun rises [Aug. 20th, 2008|07:07 am]

playingforpride
i just came back from watching the sunrise, or rather, watching the sky get bright. A4's definitely not the place to go to to catch the sunrise cos its just not high enough and we're surrounded by coconut trees (?) i also figured that maybe its cos im at water and the sun rises at elephant and the sky is alot bigger here than ive ever seen before. also, what's the point of a sunrise when the sun doesnt shine when you want it to? 
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[Aug. 20th, 2008|01:51 am]

redloveclassic
monday, wednesday, friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday

what next?
this is the next chapter of our lives. i'll admit i wasn't coping really well. and it's only getting harder...

laugh, love, live free and sing
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I HAD IT [Aug. 20th, 2008|12:25 am]

mudcrumble
[Current Mood | angry]

i just realised i've always been the one agreeing and doing the things according to YOU , YOU AND YOU.

in the end it solves YOUR PROBLEMS , makes you HAPPY. but what about me? i got to suck it up , forget you , put up a false front and eventually as time goes by i'll forget and it will all become back to normal or perhaps still remain as weird.

i had it , from now onwards why bother trying , just don't fucking start. by doing so , it saves me so much effort and so much hardships. treat all of these as a lesson learnt , i'll forever approach someone with extreme caution because of what has happened in the past.

this need some major changes after the exams , the 7/8 weeks holiday seems like the ideal time for a change. i'm never satisfied with myself , this time i had it. it starts now.

sometimes you win sometimes you lose , well i had it with losing all the time , everyone needs their own happiness. i'm gonna fight for it no matter what. i'm becoming less charitable from now onwards.

fuck mann
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Let's see [Aug. 19th, 2008|11:34 pm]

caoc

Pokey

The old man in the cell next to mine

Was exceedingly fond of telling me that

“Even a clock that does not work

Is right twice a day”, as if trying to defend

His own reliability even before anyone

Even questioned it.

 

The poisonous lady in the bars across me

Always hissed her life motto at night,

“Use your enemy's hand to catch a snake”,

And I could almost hear the resonating rattle

Of a pale, earth-coloured serpent

Every time she did so.

 

The teenager to my left would always exclaim

That “The best armour is to stay out of range”,

And this never failed to make me laugh

Inside my head because he wouldn’t have

Ended up with us if he had been so clever

In the first place.

 

The prison guard fancied himself a didactic,

So we heard his voice every evening at

Six o’clock, in that tone of mockery, repeating daily

The phrase, “If your head is wax,

Don't walk in the sun”, and how we wished

We could punch him.

 

Perhaps the most memorable one, was that winter

The whole place was burning down, and a

Little boy, whose voice I had never heard in

All my time at that horrible residence, quietly remarked

The words of: “Since the house is on fire,

Let us warm ourselves.”

 

 

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burn burn [Aug. 19th, 2008|10:38 pm]

viceroyandtiger
[Current Mood | angry]
[Current Music |only for the weak - in flames]

life's been pretty boring.

its just books. fuck books la. theres got to be more meaning to life than books. i look around me and i see people who are happy even though their jobs are not considered that great due to the fact they weren't that good in their studies. afterall isnt being happy all that matters?

i think if i happen to mess up i'll just get over it. then go learn how to drive and apply to be a bus driver or some shit. why bother working your ass off now and getting the grades then get into a high paying but stressful job and live a stupid life working your ass off from 9 to 5?

i believe in simplicity.

but sadly not everyone believes in it. and if you cant change them you just got to suck it up. so here i am stuck in a rat race. the race may end but we're all still rats. damn.

anyway i got busted for smoking yesterday. man, the feeling was shitty. it was a rainy day and mom decided to pick me up and drive me home. the moment i stepped into the car-

" joseph did you smoke"
"no"
"dont lie i can smell you"
"i was at a coffeeshop sitting beside smokers la"
"no, when you open your mouth i can smell it"

damn. the game was up. so now i told my dad i'd quit to appease him. but honestly how to quit sia. these days so stress can just die. so im just gonna be extra extra careful...i was secretly hoping m parents reaction would be like zuls parents or gary's parents. "we know you need to smoke, but try to cut down" thats what i would love to hear. haha.
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IBG begins! [Aug. 19th, 2008|09:38 pm]

seraphsdesire
[Current Mood | cheerful]

Star to Burst was pretty good I think! (: Yay to Marcus, Kelvin, Shiao Loong and Daryl!

IBG started today with the track events, and E Block won EVERYTHING!!! (: (: (: Ran 4x100 and 4x400 hahas. Whee! Gotta love the winning feeling. Hope it continues through all the games coming up (:

Jon got a Silver Bayonet! And I miss the guy.
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Run Away [Aug. 19th, 2008|09:09 pm]

caoc
Today. Was supposed to be spent entirely in school, all the way through night study, but I came home because I honestly could not carry on there. And this is where I get angry with myself for making it so easy to run away. Worst thing is, I'm starting to think about stupid things.

Stupid things like, how the number of lucky people around me is increasing, and when my turn will come, believe it or not. Of all times now ha. My good buds all say one day sure guarantee confirm, but that's easier to say if you are lucky or have been before, so, different la. Ah well.

END OF RANT. Should begin productivity mode soon.

This is the new favorite song, most of you will probably have heard it before.



 on a cobweb afternoon
in a room full of emptiness
by a freeway i confess
i was lost in the pages
of a book full of death
reading how we'll die alone
and if we're good we'll lay to rest
anywhere we want to go

(chorus)
in your house i long to be
room by room patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone i'll wait for you there
alone

on my deathbed i will pray
to the gods and the angels
like a pagan to anyone
who will take me to heaven
to a place i call
i was there so long ago
the sky was bruised
the wine was bled
and there you led me on

in your house i long to be
room by room patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone i'll wait for you there
alone

and on i read
until the day was gone
and i sat in regret
of all the things i've done
for all that i've blessed
and all that i've wronged
in dreams until my death
i will wander on
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[Aug. 19th, 2008|07:04 pm]

nisegoeshurhur

Argh omg.
Everything's like fucked up as hell.
Its not that I don't care ok.. but I can't do anything if not i might fuck things up even worse.
All i can do now is wait.



ARGH I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!

omg major major major major major stress.

Fuck.

I don't feel like going to school tml =(
nah i baked cookies.

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[Aug. 19th, 2008|04:58 pm]

nisegoeshurhur
I am feeling super bummed.
I pray to God that popo can play for the gig. If not.. =(
bleah.
will we still even perform w/o him? its so near..
=(

WHY HE SO SUAY =(
and his officer dont like him issit...sighhhh




anyway im so tired but i think i should go bake cookies instead. ahha
really. and give the class tml.
then at night sleep long long better.. (doubt thats gonna happen)
then do my sketchup
and the my shoes =)
yay

teacher like my drawing yay.




I don't dare say hi to my childhood friend in lasalle =(
scully wrong person... =(



i shyyyy HAHAHAHAHHAAH








fuck lah... we prac so hard.


anwyay im ratehr relieved that we have a break from sch the entire of next week...very good for everyone. for prac for cj gig.
and good for shoes. 



sigh.













im just in no mood.
but i still wanna make cookies..
i shall post on the class forum tml is dress day.
i like the forum funn



oh and today we took many pics
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[Aug. 19th, 2008|09:54 am]

glitterandbuzz
[Current Mood | calm]

friday saw me sick in the morning and max didnt let me go to work HOHOHO. 
so after i got up went to the office for the company's 4th year anniversary. 
they celebrated it on the singapore flyer and then , half day HOHOHO. 



 

  

  




yes, and that was my friday :D

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ERROR: Does not compute. [Aug. 19th, 2008|02:25 am]
sarahooi
I'm not supposed to feel this way. After all this time. These things are supposed to change. Or die.

Not live on, buried, emerging again when contact occurs.

I do not understand how this is possible.
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Saved by grace [Aug. 18th, 2008|11:13 pm]

ahpiong
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I just had the biggest scare of my life (thus far), and its quite funny how only in moments of desperation humans realise how much they've taken things for granted, and plead to God for intervention. Unfortunately, I hate to say it but I am one of those people.

What exactly happened, you ask! To sum up the main issue, I lost my laptop. But evidently, I have already found it as I'm using it to type this. No, it didnt' end like a primary 3 compo essay with "But then I found it under my pile of clothes" kind of thing. I went through so many things in that span of 2 hours plus. The first place I thought I would have lost it was in the Comfort Cab I took. So first plan of action was to call them up and make a report. The operater managed to locate the taxi driver, called him up, but he said that there was nothing in the back seat. My mind immediately goes SHIT SHIT SHIT someone stole it and I'll never get it back. My heart just keeps beating faster and faster. My call is transferred to the Lost and Found department of Comfort Cab, and a lady helps me to make a report. I took the cab from clementi central to my house in Jalan Lempeng area, a mere $3.90 cab fare away. I had dropped by clementi to see if Big Bookshop carried an econs textbook I was looking for, and also to get dinner at the kopitiam. All the way up till the kopitiam I was SO CERTAIN I had Xerxes (laptop's name) with me. My 1.5 years in CJ's KI class has taught me no critical thinking, or so it seems as I immediately eliminated all other possibilities of Xerxes being in clementi instead of being probed at and raped in someone elses' home.

After calling up Comfort, I made a call to my mother in Beijing and recounted the incident, confessing my grave sin through choked back tears of irresponsibility and ingratitude. I know from experience at times like these my parents are quite understanding and wouldn't scold me but instead first help me find a solution. But I just had this overwhelming sense of guilt and remorse for losing something so expensive, and not even that, but more importantly a birthday gift from my parents. I don't know about you, but I always tend to feel sheepish when asking for things from my parents. So my mum was like "call up the newspaper and make a report" and all, and I told her alright, and that I hadn't told my sister yet, and didn't really want to because knowing her, she'd use it as an attack on me for the rest of my life about being irresponsible and all sorts of things. But my mum said "just tell her, nevermind about it. she knows you're very upset over it and won't make fun of you. maybe she or ben can think of something else to do". So I did just that, and they suggested going to clementi to check out the Kopitiam where I bought my laksa dinner earlier.

To cut the long story short, the laksa uncle actually saw my laptop sitting on the chair for a long time, and helped me safekeep it way in the back of his stall, high up above the door post. When we went to inquire about missing Xerxes, he looked at me, smiled, and drew a rectangle in the air. I was just in shock. Before getting out of the car, my sister said she had a hunch it was in the kopitiam. I wasn't so sure, but there was still hope. Alas, Xerxes was returned to me, and I wanted to hug the uncle but he was behind the counter. I wanted to give them some kind of a cash reward but I couldn't time my actions and emotions so I said many thanks and walked away. I think tomorrow I will drop by and give them $20. I know it's not much, but I really can't afford to give them a lot either. Or maybe I should make something for them as a gift. I don't know, but I will be forever grateful to the laksa man for being so honest and SAVING MY LIFE!!!

While I was still in shock contemplating the different places my laptop could be, many scenarios went through my mind. If the taxi's next passenger took it, the only way of finding it is if the cabbie dropped him/her off at a private residential house. if it were anything else, i.e. From home to somewhere, or from somewhere to an HDB block or a condo, there would be NO WAY in finding the person. Furthermore, if a person did take it from his cab, then most likely he wouldn't return it even though reports are made and publicised everywhere.

Well, I guess all that doesn't really matter anymore. After I got home with my laptop, I called my mum back and told her that I had found it. She immediately replied "Thank God, I was praying for you, now I can have a good nights' sleep!" I was so so so so touched. My family is not one that expresses much of our feelings and we don't usually share our concerns for each other. That is not to say that we don't care for each other, but just that we don't have a habit of making the other party know that they are being cared for or appreciated, and I think this tends to be a problem in many Asian families. (Nonetheless, I think sometimes it's not a good thing to be too soft either. Because only in hardness are expressions of care, love and forgiveness so much more sincere and genuine than something that simply rolls off the tongue. Of course, the downfall is that we are sometimes so concerned with upholding this strong image of stone-heartedness that we only realise when it's too late to tell the people who matter what they need to hear.)

But I digress. I'm still a little in shock, but everything turned out alright in the end. When tragedy strikes I tend to think A LOT about all sorts of things, which isn't very healthy, but I can't help it!

Now, I really need to go and do my homework. I just needed to.. get things off my chest. Actually when I thought I had lost Xerxes, I thought that God was punishing me for 1.not honoring Him and 2.Spending too much time on the computer instead of studying. I secretly hoped that I'd only find Xerxes after prelims or even after A Levels, so I'd devote more time in making 1 and 2 less true. But God is a gracious God, and this experience has made me realise all the more important He is in my life and how I can't do everything. Won't start to preach here, but I'm just glad that Someone is looking after me.

And now, the irony: I didn't even use my laptop once the whole day. Ha. Ha.
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its over , for good [Aug. 18th, 2008|11:00 pm]

mudcrumble
[Current Mood | satisfied]
[Current Music |secondhand serenade - fall for you]

 i think its finally over for good. although things were abit fucked up in the begining and i'm still sorry for walking away from you.

at the end of the day , it has taught me more good than bad and i think i'm happy i grew mentally tougher and became more independent from the outcome. actually maybe when everything has finally settled down , i'll look back and say hey actually i'm fine being single.

yes things may not have gone the way i wanted it to be but i've learnt to see things in a better way. at least i know i tried my best and can leave with no regrets. and its better to be off this way then make her do things unwillingly.

thanks ben for being there at the cc , sometimes i wonder whether we're of the same age . you always seem to be the that older brother , guiding me along. HAHA thanks ah.

i'm so thankful i got the boys by my side.

at the end of the day , despite not getting what i wanted. i've gained so much more things that i never expected. so i'm happy after quite sometime.

now i know what my priorities are and actually if only i remained as the fat damian all along , i might not have any courage to go after any girl so might be more happy sitting in the corner munching my big mac.

maybe being a fat slob is good afterall , you won't have to bother so much. just eat be happy and die from cardiac arrest.
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Sick cycle carousel [Aug. 19th, 2008|12:06 am]

redd_handed
[Current Mood | disappointed]

the wheels of the bus go round and round. round and round, round and round!

humanity humanity, a surprise wld be good.

so jjjjjjaded.

wld you tell me sth new?

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[Aug. 18th, 2008|11:08 pm]

nisegoeshurhur
HELLO! ahhh i like have no time to blog but i will... short short 1..

1. sorry i didnt go for log yesterday
2. yesteday i emo...mus shift house and pack my entire life with me
3. went jamming..want to emo oso difficult haha cos they fun 
4. i really think all of us have improved individually...
5. i very long like never hear popo play drums...i think he very pro
6. i think remy oso very pro sial.
7. they most pro drummer and keyboardist i know! woots! haha
10. today i brought my guitar go sch
11. sial lah no one want to sing at 1st
12. later got...so more fun.
13. I taught derrick and tiffane guitar =)
14. i really suck at drawing fundamentals... like superbly...i really dont know what he wants me to do sometimes...i never seem to please the sawn teacher...like really really.
15. but today i answer alot of question correct YAY
16. I DRAW DAMN SLOW I HATE IT
17. went to milli's house to meet her and anne! and wah i think we improve alot individually too...yay 1st time whack we got standard lehh
18. i like milli's family...i think they very family ish... unlike mine =( oh well =) ahah
19. I HAVENT DO 2D WORK! AHHHHH!
20. i got lost at milli's neighbourhood in amk av 3 4 or 5 ahhahahaha i just walk and walk and called my daddy to ask him fetch me HAHA
21. yesterday theres this stupid fucking ugly owl like bird on my house railing... it wouldnt go away... 3rd day already... we called the zoo. They came today but then it flew away.. DANG haha..
22. I like the new class P forum =) I think its damn fun and useful like really. really really. good job aaron! hahaha my 1st forum HAHA


WHAT HAPPENED TO 8 AND 9??? hahha

ER... 8. I LIKE MY CLASS =)
9. I LIKE MY BAND..I THINK YOU ALL SHO PRO CANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN hahhahahahaha

haha im just a happy girl =)
im just contented woots aha
very blessed to be in lasalle...must dohomework to show my gratefulness HAHHA
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BIYATCH [Aug. 18th, 2008|10:39 pm]

divine_oracle
[Tags|]
[Current Location |home]
[Current Music |Count Basie, Shout And Feel It]

Gary: ha! so now you're officially a varsity student? wow...7 years it has been since you were sitting there @ the back of the audi cutting your own skirt.


ugh. bad memories. And he logged out before I got a chance to reply!!! >:(
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stationery obsession [Aug. 17th, 2008|10:09 pm]

xruuu

POPPED by POPular to get some new stationery for our exams. I spammed G2 pens hahaha I've got SIX of them now! that also includes the few Pilots I "found" somewhere. No, Clarence found the treasure box, ran back to our study table and poured all the goodies out onto the table while we shrieked in utter excitement over the fantastic collection of full catridge pens, new pencils and a pencilcase to boot. HELL YEH finders keepers losers weepers! what comes around goes around that's for sure, I've lost countless pens and now its time for me to take revenge! Am gonna use them to the fullest before I lose them again.

Wondering why we KEPT losing our pens and finding them months later in another classmate's pencilcase, I came up with a damn theory. When someone borrows your pens, they don't return it to you. Instead they leave it on the table on the other side of their table and the person next to them conveniently borrows them.. your pen therefore gets passed around. Honchyte used my pink shaker pencil for the longest time argh!!! Anw now I have two mechanical pencils so I am Queen of mechanical pencil world! 

Anyway, the new stationery under my possession now is strangely therapeutic... its the education system and its repercussions man, I think i've developed an obsession with new stationery, like HUH?!?! Seeing my pencilcase being filled up with these good things, and definitely definitely motivates me to write more notes with these pens! I can't wait to study and scribble with these pens ya know!  

I've got an impressive stash... of pens. :D

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[Aug. 18th, 2008|08:46 pm]

redloveclassic
gosh, that was fun (:

nise and anniebaby! i think we did a pretty good job for a first run-through. albeit only one song. haha. i mean, these are two people i spent so much time in cj with, it just feels right that we're involved in something together again!

i feel a tad like a fool for deciding to hand in my math file tomorrow instead, because that means i'll have to travel all the way there to drop it into the box and then go off. rather retarded. might also go running in the evening with mao. haha. i have not run in months! i guess we all start somewhere. ohwell!

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS, Y'ALL! tres exciting.

will probably go for a haircut/trim on wednesday, then thursday is the rehearsal in cj, and friday is when i'll crash two of mandi's lectures. yayness! (: i is all set!
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